My Mawmaw... (arguably one of the most kick ass Southern women till the day she passed) would say: "Baby girl, fix ya problems... Ain't NO ONE else gunna do it forya. Life is hard and it won't get any easier... So get use to it, sha." Miss you Mawmaw... I miss you lots... MadamChryzl-
Jester Of Hearts My Heart is quite a fool... She is a continuous embarrassment of mine... Although, she is quite punctual and hurts me all the time... For over three decades she has deceived and mislead... And a All that I hear are hurtful laughs from my head... "HA! As if!" "HA! Get a grip!"... Continue Reading →
Cheers... "Sumnabitch"... This video reminds me of the movie Cry Baby... One of my child-ish hood faves. 🥰 I'm gonna need someone to help meI'm gonna need somebody's handI'm gonna need someone to hold me downI'm gonna need someone to careI'm gonna writhe and shake my bodyI'll start pulling out my hairI'm going to cover... Continue Reading →
This one might not be for some of my pals on here... But if you are ever on a daytime rendezvous in Cajun Country and have your windows down... and you are maybe searching for a way to create new nerve endings... Keep your boundaries but maybe make one small part of them expandable... They... Continue Reading →
Oil Painting by Madam CJ Arts.
This one might be familiar to some of you Breaking Bad Fans. "My darkness shining..."🖤 TruthThe truth is that I never shook my shadowAnd every day it's trying to trick me into doing battleCalling out "faker" only get me rattledWant to pull me back behind the fence with the cattleBuilding your lensesDigging your trenchesPut me... Continue Reading →
I will never get back the person that I once was... I know now that I am someone that you never really loved... In your world I can see that I never really did exist... I wasn't even a shadow of any real bliss... I weep and I cry... And I just pray for painful... Continue Reading →
I've always been a "Maybe" sort of person... so in spirit of that... I have my FAVORITE Janis Joplin song... There are so many good ones to choose from... But today this one is my favorite. I can never NOT get chills every single time I hear it. ENJOY. MAYBE BY JANIS JOPLIN Maybe...Oh, if... Continue Reading →
I had a friend that recently suggested that "I should believe people when they show me who they really are.... " I should, but my heart and head has very rarely been on the same page... Even though I always end up heartbroken, I still do this. This has to be a type of insanity.... Continue Reading →
I told myself that I'd have nothing to say today. But here they turn, the moment I wake, with no delay... O Angst and O Nausea, you seem to be a fine friend of mine. O Weary and O heavy, you must find me devine. We compliment each other quite well; no on can tell.... Continue Reading →
Hey Jude I thought I felt you today... You should have said "goodbye" when you chose not to stay... Close enough for you to slip away... As sure it was the day... You left me holding this golden box of dismay... I thought I felt you today... As if only air, space, and time stood... Continue Reading →
O how the vultures circle... O why it could not be simple... O HOW we dream of a miracle... O why it could not be simple... God, couldn't give in a little? No kiss left... Nothing left for the middle. -Madamchryzl-
Cheers to you, for those with power. Cheers to you, whom which cower! Cheers to you who reach tall towers. Cheers to you that holds taste, such sour! You hold your glory with such strength. Little do you know, how little it means. And such follows, your demons. Cheers! To, how little you know what... Continue Reading →
Lines and cuts Smooth and jagged Form it all the way you'd have it Metal and wood Seamless and ending There's no where else to go, there's no pretending I belong in this unorthodox box
May Day
Sunken is my heart amongst the wreckage. Hope went the fastest; and she lies with in the muck next to me. Peaceful are the sounds beneath the surface, silence entered and prayer escaped along with the tiny bubbles. Chilly are the nights and warm are the days, and the image of you will soon fade.... Continue Reading →
Circumstance is no one's victim. Situation sits the way you fix them. Pain cried the wren. "Whoa, is me!" Cries the men.
Stare
His stare held a wish for death near and close. His body tense and rigid, to the tips of his toes. Breathing so shallow, so meek. Not an ounce of energy left to wallow. Life to his left, wife to his right. Mundane sat before him positioned perfectly on his plate. Questioning how this serving... Continue Reading →
Sleepy Friend
Last night you were not with me... Where did you go? Did you stay in bed, did you wake up to see? That you were with her and not Me? We never even had a chance, never was there any room for a romance... My hearts keeper does his job well, but my lips shall... Continue Reading →
Rhymes, Writings, and Confessions to Small Crimes 