Self Sufficient Self depletion is a measure...Oh, borderline painful pleasure...Less can reassure...Self-preservation can be a treasure...Selfish love can rest assure...Myself pleads to me, "Madame, please, more..."-Madamchryzl-
Head In The Clouds
Head In The Clouds Flung upon a stringI hear the wind sing...Fly away with me...Fly away with me...My heart within a sling...You win all my king...Fly away with me...Fly away with me...What fire we bring...I hear love sing...Fly away with me...Fly away with me...-Madamchryzl-
I Like It
I Like It I.. I like ...I like it...I like the way...I like the way you and...I like the way you and me...I like the way you and...I like the way you...I like the way...I like it...I like...US...-Madamchryzl-
So Very Naughty
So very naughty,Are we...For us to gamble,With a handWe can not handle...So very aughty,We are...To burn this candle...On both ends...We can not handle...-Madamchryzl-
Hollow
SilenceUpon usNaught to shareLeaving only dead airUnspoken-Madamchryzl-
Results
Results Intention buries itself deep within...Execution rises up and out...Neither have ever met...Both remain welded together...-Madamchryzl-
Gratification
Gratification For quite some time now, I've suspected the universe is a masochist at her core...She created and showed me the only temptation I will forever battle...I am no masochist, but your memory is a torture that I delight over... Over and over again...-Madamchryzl-
Memory Lapse
O Dear Memory... I beg, please fail me... Can you, un-see.. Remember not, he... Oh, my poor memory... -Madamchryzl-
Still Trying
Still Trying 🖤Photo By: Vova Zinger 🖤 Paint the image of life back into me... Hide from the world what they must not see... Battered by waves of waves... Scorched for days and days... Paint the image of life back into me... Hide from the world what they must not see... -Madamchryzl- PHOTO CREDIT: Vova... Continue Reading →
Valentines Day
This story could be triggering. Valentines Day... She sat in the den thinking of everything that could have been... Should have been; and what it was in real life... Reality did not agree with the voices, and they agreed on nothing... That day she listened to her Grandfather Clock strike 12 twice... Not once had... Continue Reading →
Waiting…
Why do I feel like I am waiting for you??? What makes me feel like we're not through??? Lives have been lost since your departure... Violent evidence proves the torture... Oh, Manic... Oh, Panic... You've been swell... Precious little helpers in my hell... You lied and falsified... Never allowed me to hide... Oh, false memory,... Continue Reading →
Glutton For Punishment
When I wish to punish myself, I begin to recollect... Each, every, and all that I voted to dissect... What a pleasure this torture has been... You are a fantastical cause of a grin... I've never, cried or touched, so deeply... I've never, sinned OH so sheeply... What terrible taste... It's a shame to waste...... Continue Reading →
Sorrowful Head
Heavens abduction is unavoidable... With solace, I grant you my hand... My heart... My embrace... Bodies, voices, and hearts disappear from all around us... The moon knows no wrong... The sun beams in your presence... Life and pain have been lovers beneath the apple tree for all of time... Let's rest together within its shade... Continue Reading →
Loud Ghosts
The ghosts speak louder these days... Their voices help me see the ways... Beautiful light... Awesome might... Listen, now they understand love your life... They now know all of your human strife... -Madamchryzl-
Moon Howler
At the edges of your bed... I pray, Thou not turn red... On the cusp of the edge... I pray, Why did thy fledge? Paws to the ground, too afraid to fly... I pray, Moon howler, let me not die... -Madamchryzl-
Mr. Machine
Oh, Please, Mister Machine... Tell me, what have you seen? Could you possibly, really foresee? What My Love, has done to me? Please, grant me fortune and love beyond... Nod your head, Oh! Wave your wand... My cheeks colder, without the kiss of my lover... My Eyes, have dimmed into a lesser color... -Madamchryzl-
Wrong I Write
Wrong I Write Wrong and right... Weak is might... Love to fight... Up all night... Distant sight... Rigid plight... So contrite... Eager flight... Held so tight... Failed height... -Madamchryzl-
130-ish…
130-ish Your point has remained the same as day one... Your beautiful Mother raised quite a son... What terrific strength and power you hold... Oh such man! So big, burly, and bold... OH, you are just so far, tougher than I... I wonder, do those biceps allow you to cry... Through all that strength, does... Continue Reading →
Narcoleptic Nuance
Your presence has never subsided... I declare; still I am not undecided... I end this year, trembling as it began... With breaking agony, hard to withstand... I hold the the title of your uninvited... My age has doubled, my mind divided... Cynical had no place, thinking for me... I surrendered and I became un-free... -Madamchryzl-
It Would Be You.
It Would Be You If there would be somebody, it would be you... Oh, so, tragic you... But, tragic me... Blind eyes see... What I cannot... Through trembling thought... Contradiction paces a beat... Neither can defeat... Solemn is my swallowed heart... Gazed upon torn apart... -Madamchryzl-
Forgettable Me
Forgettable Me Forgettable me... Formidable me... Nothing to see... Unable to see... Choosing to be... Only to be... Forgettable Formidable Me... -MADAMCHRYZL-
Narcoleptic Nymph II
I dream of the taste of your shoulders... How hard I could make you shiver... Just a dream it can be... I dreamt of the taste... MADAMCHRYZL
Dear Santa…
Dear Santa... Could you spare some time for me? I have been acting rather inhumanely... So much so it is hard to see... I no longer know, where I should be... I no longer wish, to be me... Love has disowned me... My wish list is nothing but a plea...Upon, the New Year set my... Continue Reading →
Slum Prince
Poverty stricken... Pride ridden... Eyes hidden... Prince of the slum... Your new life has begun... Praise your morning sun... -Madamchryzl- To the boy with sad eyes...
Delete Me
Delete Me Delete me, Discreetly... Waver, Freely... You don't, Need me... You seen me, Delete me... -Madamchryzl-
Low Lying
Your low lying fruit, hung freely... Your love dangled before me... Dripping from dew kissed lips.. My heart will always miss... Your love... -Madamchryzl-
SATURDAY NIGHT SONG Angus and Julia Stone
Paper Aeroplane I spilled the ink across the pageTrying to spell your nameSo I fold it up and i flick it outPaper aeroplaneIt won't fly the seven seas to youCause it didn't leave my roomBut it awaits the hands of someone elseThe garbage manGot to say mmm mmm mmmGot to say mmm mmm mmm So... Continue Reading →
Taught
Teach me my lesson... You are the truth and my confession... Rule by rule I had to break... Mark by remark I had to make... "We Have Tomorrow" is not something I will learn today... "I love you" is not a class, nor is it a time for play... -Madamchryzl-
Sorrowful Serpent
Agony is a serpent pardoned of a lock or chain… Teeth sunken in deep… Neurotoxin, penetrating all... Alluringly, you fall... Slowly, it will seep... Intravenous venom... Awakens slumbering pain… Displeasures, pulsate... Through every vein… -Madamchryzl-
Tuesday Song- Whipping Boy-Ben Harper
Tuesday Song Whipping Boy by Ben Howard Now it's simple to meSometimes you have to let go when there'sNext to nothingYou say every time she says noThere's more pain then loveIt comes o shove almostEvery time you speakSomehow you fightSomething's just crazySomehow it's taking all the life left in youYou're losing groundCarrying that torchYour not... Continue Reading →
Narcoleptic Nymph
Narcoleptic Nymph I dream, of who... I dream of you... I dream, of what... was shown to me... I dream, of that... was claimed to be the truth... I dream, of where... it all ended... I dream of when... the air was all that stood in the way... I dream... Continue Reading →
Self Destruction
Photo By: MadamChryzl Brick by Brick... Destruction as delightful as painted lips... Vein by vain... The structure shifts... Piece by peace... Walls start to crumble... Stone by stoned... My temple starts to tumble... Rein by reign... Truth billows as high as the plume of chalky smoke... Weak by Week... A new foundation my soul will... Continue Reading →
Saturday Song
Saturday Song- Fana Hues - Icarus Oh, how the feels fill the room I could melt to touch(Ahh) And all that I ever need is right here between us(Ahh) You're so cruelI fade to blueHow did I get so close?Prolly God only knowsSaw the signs, still I goDone it all on my ownHow did I?Mama... Continue Reading →
Grown
And as for you... Precious young lad... You're day of ripening is ahead... I feel for your future... They will wear you down so low... They will make you want to buckle... She will make you want to flea... Whom can you rely on? Where can you go? Not here. Only within your hearts realm... Continue Reading →
Scattered
Hurt is all that is left... A skill of mine I have had to accept... Rather than stay... You left me behind... Rather than choose patience... You chose to be unkind... A friend is someone who should be held dear... Not someone to disregard when they need you near... You can hold your crown high... Continue Reading →
Wished You Were Here... Backslide... I wished you were here today... Landslide... And all the days before... -Madamchryzl-
Monday Song
Monday Song- Angus & Julia Stone - Black Crow OverviewLyricsListen Main Results Eyes from the free, take me down the wayRed riders of the darkHelp me through this mazeDo you know, mister, of this place?Do you know, mister?No time to waste Won't you help me be on my way?Won't you help me be on my... Continue Reading →
I Saw You
I Saw You... I saw you... I never ducked so quickly... Had you seen my eyes; no doubt, you would bask in my pain... My hand crafted rose colored glasses have fallen off... You were once the apple of my eye... Now you are just a reason that I cry... I know murdeous outlaws that... Continue Reading →
Hypocrisy Hypocrisy is in love with time... It knows what it does, and exactly what time to flee... Honor is not something that will not follow... There is no honor in hypocrisy... *Madamchryzl* *Revised*
Jester Of Hearts My Heart is quite a fool... She is a continuous embarrassment of mine... Although, she is quite punctual and hurts me all the time... For over three decades she has deceived and mislead... And a All that I hear are hurtful laughs from my head... "HA! As if!" "HA! Get a grip!"... Continue Reading →
Amore Mio
Amore Mio - A tribute to Leon & Mathilda "The Professional" His presence was like static to her finger tips... Instantly, his shoulders had always belonged to her lips... He made her pant and the air hard to breathe... All that he took; surely, he was a thief... Uncommon and a sight, their differences were...... Continue Reading →
Shakespeare wrote of baited breath as if he knew my love would be my death... No glee or smile is true since you have left... Not a tear has been spared. Not a word of honesty has been shared...I'm so uncertain and so very scared... I mourn you day in and day out... I am... Continue Reading →
Rhymes, Writings, and Confessions to Small Crimes 