Your presence has never subsided... I declare; still I am not undecided... I end this year, trembling as it began... With breaking agony, hard to withstand... I hold the the title of your uninvited... My age has doubled, my mind divided... Cynical had no place, thinking for me... I surrendered and I became un-free... -Madamchryzl-
It Would Be You.
It Would Be You If there would be somebody, it would be you... Oh, so, tragic you... But, tragic me... Blind eyes see... What I cannot... Through trembling thought... Contradiction paces a beat... Neither can defeat... Solemn is my swallowed heart... Gazed upon torn apart... -Madamchryzl-
Mister New Year
Mister New Year Oh! I do wish to hold you near... Secure me, please sir, hold me dear... With a soft breath, I wish to speak of my loving emotion... With a softer touch, I wish to ensure my sweet devotion... Oh! My dear Mister New Year... Please, carry with you not one fear... Renewal... Continue Reading →
Slum Prince
Poverty stricken... Pride ridden... Eyes hidden... Prince of the slum... Your new life has begun... Praise your morning sun... -Madamchryzl- To the boy with sad eyes...
Birthday
December's storm of the century... Birthed a new worldly energy... Winter's Tornado could not prevail... She was born to battle this hell... He paced to the lyrics of Crazy Train... Heart beating faster than the rain... Fear only a young mother can feel... Yet skin numb to the cold steal... Skies quiet... A Mom's might...... Continue Reading →
My Mighty Oak 2.0
Through the cyclones winds, you stand strong before me... Through the angry lightening, you remain barely singed... Through the drenching rains, you breathe your air safely... Your might keeps us in tact, though my storms batter us deeply... Your strength preserves our love when my weak nature is on display... Your strong branches cover me,... Continue Reading →
Stone Faced
Your name came up today, Not a word, I managed to say... Grace allowed me a smile, As judgment held it's own trial... My heart gasped for air, As my brain studied their stare... Seconds ached into minutes misplaced, As truth hid behind this stone face... -Madamchryzl-
Your Voyage 2.0
Sailor, I can see the worries unfold in your eyes... Rough waters rule your golden river of lies, loud rings untrue winds... My captain, you must be the one to see it through... Sirens do not show what is true... Divert course, manipulate your direction... Failure is not an option, it is your head that... Continue Reading →
Re-occuring 2.0
I like to pretend that you know... How I think of you during the days and nights to help me pass the time. I imagine that you would enjoy hugging me from behind. That you would wrap your long arms around my torso and breathe my scent slowly. Your heavy breath, O so showy. As... Continue Reading →
Flavors 2.0
I can not tell you the ways in which I would like to express my curiosities... I can not tell what your touch is like from that distance, and I would just love to closer our territories... Perhaps then... I could sense your vibrations, just maybe then I could smell your skin for the first... Continue Reading →
Enchanted Rock
Enchanted Rock... Llano, TX Born from an otherworldly place... Beyond our own outter space... Glistening granite of pink, white, carbon, and gold... No human, only ghosts, know of the true powers it may hold... Beams of electric energy... Bolts of divine synergy... Our universe praises it's glory... Home of the untold, true ancient story... The... Continue Reading →
Baited
Baited I leave bait for the wolf... Time and time again... Not a nibble... Not a overturned leaf... I think I am using tainted meat... -Madamchrzyl-
Taught
Teach me my lesson... You are the truth and my confession... Rule by rule I had to break... Mark by remark I had to make... "We Have Tomorrow" is not something I will learn today... "I love you" is not a class, nor is it a time for play... -Madamchryzl-
Panting Hands
Panting Hands My hands mimic my frantical heart... My heart pounds 100 times per second... My seconds count my breath... My breath needeth to go on... Certainly I won't last till dawn... -Madamchryzl-
Saturday Song
Saturday Song- Fana Hues - Icarus Oh, how the feels fill the room I could melt to touch(Ahh) And all that I ever need is right here between us(Ahh) You're so cruelI fade to blueHow did I get so close?Prolly God only knowsSaw the signs, still I goDone it all on my ownHow did I?Mama... Continue Reading →
Scattered
Hurt is all that is left... A skill of mine I have had to accept... Rather than stay... You left me behind... Rather than choose patience... You chose to be unkind... A friend is someone who should be held dear... Not someone to disregard when they need you near... You can hold your crown high... Continue Reading →
Wednesday Song
Wednesday Song-Panic Room by Au/Ra Some of you will probably know this one... 🙂 (Welcome to theWelcome to theWelcome to theWelcome to the)Hell raising, hair raisingI'm ready for the worstSo frightening, face whiteningFear that you can't reverse My phone has no signalIt's making my skin crawlThe silence is so loudThe lights spark and flickerWith monsters... Continue Reading →
Hypocrisy Hypocrisy is in love with time... It knows what it does, and exactly what time to flee... Honor is not something that will not follow... There is no honor in hypocrisy... *Madamchryzl* *Revised*
Imagery
I just want to enlighten you in ways, in which you would like... But those things are, apologetically, forbidden. I like to imagine that your smell is like leather, cleaned and raw. Do you keep your domain dimmed to a calm perfection? Awkward silences could be quite alluring if you are present. Your confidence makes... Continue Reading →
Cautionary Disclosure…
*CAUTIONARY DISCLOSURE* Hello my readers... The fact that you have taken one second of your day to read and experience my ramblings means more to me than .... any of it will for you... I experience seasons of light and darkness... If you are prone to depression, mania, or anything that is "Trigger" oriented... I... Continue Reading →
Off To The Side
Off To The Side I have allowed myself to grow rather sick... My stomach never settles and the air is always thick... My palette only craves wine and spirits... The darkness is comfort and the light fears it... I search for nothing all day and night... Nothing holds any fright... Everything is dizzy and misshapen...... Continue Reading →
No Light Tonight…
No Light Tonight The night will never fright... For I am a dark sight! Scream! Just right! No! Not too tight! Brace yourself, find your might! In this space the fear sits just right! Render yourself lucky, tonight is your night... Madamchryzl
Art By: Madamchryzl Bloodstream Feels like I am drowning in black and white, when I choose to live in radiant color. My whole life I watched those with erasers; masking utensils follow behind. "Why would you want to fade these beautiful hues?" I would ask. "Because it discolors our scenery." They would say. And follow you will, continue to stand... Continue Reading →
Cannon You silently roared through like a cannon... There was no safe place to stand in... You scattered me across the galaxy and into a darker world... Into oblivion my heart was hurled... Devastating all that surrounds me... There is no returning, though the others plea... Your ammunition was unlike any other kind... I wish... Continue Reading →
Derivatives Photo By: MadamChryzl Sensation exists because of deprivation... Boundaries are given on basis of stipulation... Longing develops when one stands in the right place... Agony will never depart with out a trace... Scars can be beautiful and not all leave a mark... Discomfort has its place the boundaries need not be stark. Voids exist... Continue Reading →
My Pillow My pillow knows... No sleep... No love to keep... Only the tears that I weep... My pillow knows... Your name, and that every moment is all the same... Madamchryzl
My Mawmaw... (arguably one of the most kick ass Southern women till the day she passed) would say: "Baby girl, fix ya problems... Ain't NO ONE else gunna do it forya. Life is hard and it won't get any easier... So get use to it, sha." Miss you Mawmaw... I miss you lots... MadamChryzl-
Phantasm Vs Fantasy I married a ghost and fell in love with a dream... Maybe it is not as bad as it may seem... My ghost only haunts 100 days out of the year.... and well my dream, he was able to disappear... Though they both are invisible and unable to be seen... Simultaneously, they... Continue Reading →
Jester Of Hearts My Heart is quite a fool... She is a continuous embarrassment of mine... Although, she is quite punctual and hurts me all the time... For over three decades she has deceived and mislead... And a All that I hear are hurtful laughs from my head... "HA! As if!" "HA! Get a grip!"... Continue Reading →
Lines of Sight 2.0
I can set my sights as far as I can see and know that you are still waiting with me. My faults could be sprawled across the skies and erasing them would not be worth the tries. Loving me comes with so much anguish and battle stands... Yet you rest in comfort within these pain... Continue Reading →
Morticia and Gomez My Love, You ropes and chains are a bit tight. Thank you dearly, the pain is just right. You smile lovely, with your tender lips. Less tender are your whips. I am your slave. Never will I behave. My mischief will drive you red. Loving every bit of the torture that I... Continue Reading →
Candle With Out A Flame
My Love, would you please light a candle for me? Ignite a flame so that I might see... I stumble in the dark and close my eyes in the light... My hands hurt from holding on too tight... There is no sense to be made... Only tears to cascade... A new season has risen since... Continue Reading →
Amore Mio
Amore Mio - A tribute to Leon & Mathilda "The Professional" His presence was like static to her finger tips... Instantly, his shoulders had always belonged to her lips... He made her pant and the air hard to breathe... All that he took; surely, he was a thief... Uncommon and a sight, their differences were...... Continue Reading →
Snow Globe
Somewhere in this life's infinite space, we can love.. There once was time, when our existence was beautiful enough to be captured within a glass bubble blown to circumference... Suspended in liquid with glitter and snow... Overlooking the rest of the world on fire, we could hold each other safely. *Madamchrzyl*
The Moon, Himself I've never known this sort of pain... I only want rain... I long for dark clouds and roaring thunder... I imagine the earth will swallow me up and take me under... My heart beats with haste and all time seems to be such a waste... It has 380 hours since I breathed...... Continue Reading →
This one might be familiar to some of you Breaking Bad Fans. "My darkness shining..."🖤 TruthThe truth is that I never shook my shadowAnd every day it's trying to trick me into doing battleCalling out "faker" only get me rattledWant to pull me back behind the fence with the cattleBuilding your lensesDigging your trenchesPut me... Continue Reading →
Tears Of A Cavalier I'll be a good girl and do as I'm told... Because only you and I know, what would happen if I were to fold... All of my feelings that are tucked nearly and deep inside... O what is a world like with nothing left to hide... I'll keep you stowed away...... Continue Reading →
. I am always so encouraged and moved by music that can still sound romantic and authentic... from baroque to hipster... if it sounds like love... I probably love it... whether it's loving yourself, misery, another person, rain... love is love... 🥰 What's the point of fame if it's been abused?What's a kid like me... Continue Reading →
Yours My sweetest of kisses would stick your lips... They would softly remain, never parting, as time ticks. My hugs would always surround you, to help and to cradle... My love would be more grandiose than a Cinderella fable. My hands and my fingertips would touch all that it's allowed... But it's my heart, that... Continue Reading →
I knew you were in a midst... All tucked away perfectly hidden amongst the mundane mist... In a world of shiney and new... You remained hidden more precious than gold times two... More lovely and rare than best diamonds of a red hue... Invisible to the common man... But in a world that matters... You... Continue Reading →
How you hold such mystery... I swear you always seemed to miss me.. before you even first seen thee... One day I'll be free... and it will be you and me... I miss the fog of my old Smokies...
Amico Photo By: Madamchryzl Hey there amico... Look at you go... So deep is the wound from bullets that you throw... There's nothing left to the bone.... Not a limb to show. Nothing can be thrown... How deep is the grave that we sow... How little is known... Nothing but moonlight to be shown... -Madamchryzl-
I've always been a "Maybe" sort of person... so in spirit of that... I have my FAVORITE Janis Joplin song... There are so many good ones to choose from... But today this one is my favorite. I can never NOT get chills every single time I hear it. ENJOY. MAYBE BY JANIS JOPLIN Maybe...Oh, if... Continue Reading →
If words are all I have left to lose. How dare I call you a muse... I didn't notice you holding such a short fuse. What safe hand you played... What a uneven balance your scales weighed... Leaving everything mangled and dismayed... I
Two Halves 2.0 Ying and Yang, they are one of the same.. Infinitely separated by their name... Yet bound by their eternal flame... Ying and Yang, hot and cold... Too close to fold... Too far too hold... Ying and Yang, each a different tone they ring... Each a different life they bring... Yet the same... Continue Reading →
I had a friend that recently suggested that "I should believe people when they show me who they really are.... " I should, but my heart and head has very rarely been on the same page... Even though I always end up heartbroken, I still do this. This has to be a type of insanity.... Continue Reading →
Rhymes, Writings, and Confessions to Small Crimes 